my reading journal

Monday, April 30, 2012
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Technology!
This is the first class that I have
taken online. I originally choose to take this class online because I needed
the flexibility that this class had to offer. I decided that it would be a good
fit for me because English is one of the easier subjects for me and it would be
easy for me to stay on top of the assignments. Although, this is an “online”
class, the one thing I did not account for was how dependent I would become
upon my computer! I was surprised with the different kinds of technologies I
was expected to utilize from day one.
One of our first assignments was
making a video. Making that video was a completely new experience for me.
However, I enjoyed the chance to be creative and it was fun making a video of
my life (my kids enjoyed the video too since it was all about them). Making
videos is a fun new skill to have and I have already applied it in my everyday
life through making more videos that feature my children.
Another technology that I became
familiar with in this course was blogging. I was aware of the idea of blogging,
yet I had never made a blog of my own. This was a fun, creative and easy way to
share our ideas and keep in contact with our fellow classmates. Lately, I have
been toying with the idea of creating a blog about my kids that will detail my
daily adventures with them.
Taking this online class was a great
experience for me. I learned new skills and most importantly, I learned how to
successfully take an online class. I plan to take more online classes in the
fall. Click Here for a website that contains information about the future of the internet and the use of new technologies.
Lessons Learned
Tracy Bosick
English 102
Laura Cline
4/24/12
Lessons
Learned
Through this class I have learned
many things and experienced new emotions and ideas. I have stared in the face
of mounting deadlines and writer’s block watching as the clock ticked away the
seconds. However, I came out on the other side a better writer as well as a
better student.
Initially, I was apprehensive about the books that
were listed on our class syllabus. I had seen them advertised on television as
trailers to upcoming movies and was not interested in them then. I dreaded the thought
of “wasting my time” reading books that I did not want to read, when there are
so many books that I have longed to read but have not had the time. However, I
was enrolled in the class and I had made up my mind to give it my all, so I proceeded.
Somewhere along the line something unexpected happened. I realized that by
stepping out of my comfort zone I was able to improve as a writer. I learned that
trying something new can be uncomfortable; nonetheless, it is important that
you do it because it is that very feeling of agony that led me to the
realization that trying a book or two that I would not normally pick can help
me to gain a higher understanding of the writing process.
Writing
has always come easy for me. I became so comfortable with the writing process
that I ceased to grow as a writer. Conversely, while reading “Up in the Air” it was very challenging to
have the will to keep reading and develop a thesis from something that I did
not care for, being forced to write when the words did not come to me easily
made me work harder at developing new ideas for my essays. Thanks again to Mrs.
Cline for giving me the opportunity to grow! You have made me a better writer and
a better student!
Sunday, April 22, 2012
Reitman’s Revival
Upon
watching the movie “Up in the Air” it
is easy to see that it is vastly different from the book it was scripted after.
Director Jason Reitman changed a dry, aimless work of literature into a film
with direction and purpose. In the book version of “Up in the Air”, Ryan Bingham is largely alone. He is isolated from
his family, lacks any real friends and makes his home in various hotels and
airport lounges. Despite the anxiety his family reserves for Ryan’s choice of
lifestyle, Ryan of the book seems to be content with his way of life and does
not seem to want for any human attachments, “You're awfully isolated the way
you live” declares his sister, “Isolated? I'm surrounded”, argues Ryan (Kirn).
Ryan’s greatest aspirations involve the prospect of a new job with a company
called “Mythtech”, reaching one million frequent flyer miles, and publishing a
business novel. Although, Ryan Bingham of the movie also makes his home in
“Airworld” he seems to encompass more real human emotions. Throughout the movie,
you get the idea that an ocean of feelings is lurking just beneath the cold,
calculated surface of the Ryan that is depicted onscreen. Also, the movie
version does not leave Ryan Bingham as isolated as the novel. Ryan is almost
always accompanied by Alex, his reluctant love interest, or Natalie, an intelligent
young woman who was designated to shadow Bingham in order to learn the ways of his
company. Overall, the movie far exceeds the book in its ability to give Ryan
human emotions and therefore making him a more dynamic character. The movie
version makes you actually care about Ryan and therefore, makes you care about
the movies messages of hope, and need for human connection. The movie is more successful
at telling a compelling, timely tale.
There
are a number of reasons why the novel was not as successful as the movie that
was released in 2009. The book is slow and focuses primarily on an uncaring
Ryan Bingham whose greatest aspiration is reaching one million miles. When the
novel “Up in The Air” was published
in 2001, pre-recession America cared less about a man who spends his time as a
lay-off specialist. The economic landscape of this time was bright and the
public did not have much sympathy for a man who spent his days flying around
the country doing big corporations uncomfortable dirty work. Simply put,
society had a hard time putting themselves in Ryan’s shoes, let alone the shoes
of the unfortunate many he was sent to fire. The book could not relate to the
prosperous time in which it had been published. Another blow to the books
success was the main character itself. Ryan Bingham of the novel is hard to assimilate
with, he is a man who wants nothing of human connection, but loves his life of anonymity
that he spends in various airports and hotels, “All the things you probably
hate about travelling -the recycled air, the artificial lighting, the digital
juice dispensers, the cheap sushi- are warm reminders that I'm home.”(Kirn) Maybe
if society knew what was in store for our country, starting with the events of
September 11, and ultimately resulting in the economic downturn of the
recession, it would have paid more attention to this novel.
Conversely,
the movie “Up in The Air” was
released in 2009. The movie’s driving force is Ryan Bingham’s fight to keep his
position as an on the go, in person, career-transition specialist from being
grounded by Natalie, who was newly hired by Ryan’s company to implement Skype
to do their firing over the internet. The film shines a light on the emotional
repercussions of being unemployed. The
movie went on to win a number of awards, largely winning over critics and
viewers alike (Fandango). The movies success can be fundamentally accredited to
the changes in the economic sector. With the “Great Recession” (Wikipedia)
coming to a head in September 2008, viewers of the film released in 2009 could
easily see themselves in both Ryan Bingham and the employees that he was
charged with firing. In the book the reader is left with the feeling that Ryan
Bingham is heartless, he lets go numerous personnel without any hesitation. He
recites the same lines of termination time and time again. However, Bingham of
the film has undisclosed compassion for the people he is in charge of firing. Ryan’s
hidden compassion and sense of humor are evident in the way that Ryan fights
against Natalie to keep the company from transitioning to firing personnel over
the internet, “He broke up with me over the internet” Natalie tells Ryan of her
ex-boyfriend, “That’s kind of like firing someone over the internet” retorts
Ryan (Reitman).
The
film version of the narrative comes to a head with Ryan finally showing his
hidden need for intimacy and connection after having a heart to heart with Jim,
his soon to be brother-in-law about marriage. When Jim goes missing prior to
Ryan’s sister wedding, Ryan is put in charge of finding Jim and bringing him to
the ceremony. It is at this moment in the film, while Ryan is trying to convince
Jim of the merits of marriage, that Ryan first realizes how truly isolated his
is, “Jim it's Marriage, it's one of the most beautiful things on Earth, it's
what people aspire to.”(Reitman) This climactic event of the movie cements the audience’s
affection for Ryan and his plight.
Clearly, a name is one of the few
things that the novel “Up in the Air”
and the film “Up in the Air” actually
share. The film changed a sluggish, seemingly plot less novel that left the
reader wondering “what is the point?” into a film that captured the spirit of
the economic recession. The film did what the novel could not, make the
audience care about Ryan Bingham and in turn make the audience care about the
films underlining message of the need for human connection while managing to
keep the story relevant and contemporary.
Works
Cited:
1. "Up
in The Air Awards." Fandango.com. N.p., n.d. Web. 21 Apr 2012.
<http://www.fandango.com/upintheair_v452695/awards>.
2. "Late-2000s
recession.". Wikipedia, 19April2012. Web. 21 Apr 2012.
<http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Late-2000s_recession>.
3. Kirn,
Walter. Up in the Air. New York: Anchor Books, 2001. Print.
4. Reitman,
Jason, dir. Up in the Air. Dreamworks, 2009. Film.
Sunday, April 15, 2012
"Up in The Air"
Upon watching the movie “Up in the Air” it is easy to see that it is vastly different from the book it was scripted after. Director Jason Reitman changed a dry, aimless work of literature into a film with direction and purpose. In the book version of “Up in the Air”, Ryan Bingham is largely alone. He is isolated from his family, lacks any real friends and makes his home in various hotels and airport lounges. Ryan of the book seems to be content with his way of life and does not seem to want for any human attachments, his greatest aspirations involve the prospect of a new job with a company called “Mythtech”, reaching one million frequent flyer miles, and publishing a business novel. Although, Ryan Bingham of the movie also makes his home in “Airworld” he seems to encompass more real human emotions. Throughout the movie, you get the idea that an ocean of feelings is lurking just beneath the cold, calculated surface of the Ryan that is depicted onscreen. Also, the movie version does not leave Ryan Bingham as isolated as the novel. Ryan is almost always accompanied by Alex, his reluctant love interest, or Natalie, an intelligent young woman who was designated to shadow Bingham in order to learn the ways of his company. Overall, the movie far exceeds the book in its ability to give Ryan human emotions and therefore making him a more dynamic character. The movie version makes you actually care about Ryan and therefore, makes you care about the movies messages of hope, and need for human connection.
Here is an interesting link that contains information on the effects of social isolation.
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Mid-Term Check In
March 27, 2012
Tracy Bosick
Laura Cline
English 102
Dear Mrs. Cline,
First and foremost, I would like to thank you for the
opportunity to take your class. Not only have I improved in my reading and writing
skills, I have become a more confident student. This is my first semester back
in school in almost four years. Before the semester started, I wondered about
what being back in school would be like and I wondered what kind of student I
would be. Your class has taught me that I have all the skills that I need to be
successful as long as I do my best and put everything I have into my
assignments. I also really appreciate how thorough you are. Online classes have
the potential to lose their integrity; however, the structured way that you
present your assignments along with different forms of technology, including,
blogs and videos really helps to make your assignments more than homework, but
learning experiences.
As a mom, I would have to say that my biggest challenge is
making sure I have the proper amount of time to devote to your class. Homework
is almost impossible to do with a two year old and four year old around. I am glad
that I have had the discipline this far to study during nap time and stay up to
work on homework after they have gone to bed. I can attribute my success to my
attitude. I have made this class a priority in my mind, so even if I am tired
or I have other things that I would rather be doing, I visualize in my head how
satisfied I will be when I have passed this class and am one step closer to
becoming a registered nurse.
My goal for the second half of this class is to stay
focused. I believe I have done a good job so far staying on task and completing
my homework assignments. I plan to continue to do my best on all assignments
given. However, I do believe there are areas in my writing where I can improve.
I want to become more confident with in quote citations and literary analysis. Finally,
I want to finish this class with an A.
Sincerely,
Tracy Bosick
Saturday, March 24, 2012
I had a hard time with this essay, feedback is greatly appreciated!! Tracy
Methamphetamine, a Blessing and a Curse
Imagine
you are seventeen years old. You are the sole provider for your twelve year old
brother and your six year old sister. Your mother is mentally ill and unable to
provide any support. Your father is a known methamphetamine dealer who is often
absent and out of the picture. This is reality for the main character of Daniel
Woodrell’s compelling novel “Winter’s Bone”. Ree Dolly lives in the rural area
of the Ozarks, located in Missouri. She is struggling to keep her family feed
when she learns the horrible truth that her drug dealing father is missing, and
even worse, he signed their family home away for his bail. Ree and her family
are destine to lose their home if he does not show up for bail, therefore, Ree
sets out to find her father and save her family.
“Winter’s
Bone” is a captivating story that houses many themes within its pages. This is
a story about family bonds, perseverance and most notably drug use. Throughout,
this story the reader is confronted with the commonplace use of drugs that
occurs in the Ozarks. It is apparent that the characters in Daniel Woodrell’s
book are dependent on methamphetamine not only for its pharmaceutical purposes’,
but also for the things that the drug can do for their economy. “Winter’s Bone”
shows firsthand the negative and positive effects that Methamphetamine use can
have on a person and the small town that they call home. This novel details how
a small town depends on meth to fuel themselves and their economy as much as
they are victims of meth’s devastating consequences.
Methamphetamine
is widely known as a devastating, addictive, and life altering drug. However,
that wasn’t always the case. Initially, Japanese chemist, Nagayoshi Nagai,
first synthesized Meth in 1898. The public rejoiced it as a miracle drug, and “By
1933, Meth was heralded in the United States as a drug on par with Penicillin.”
(Methland, 44) Methamphetamine was used to treat conditions such as narcolepsy,
weight gain, schizophrenia, depression, anxiety, fatigue, alcoholism and
hyperactivity. (Methland, 44) This new miracle drug was also used to aid soldiers
that were going in to battle. With all the promises being made on the part of
meth it is easy to see how so many Americans as well as nations around the
world demanded a large supply of this drug.
Now
let’s examine the effects that methamphetamine had on the economies of small
towns like the author’s hometown of Oelwein, Iowa. Citizens in small towns like
the author’s hometown believed that nothing bad could ever happen in their
town, and they were right, until the farming crisis hit in the 1980’s. (Homans)
People who had been farming, or working for a small factory all their lives suddenly
found themselves jobless. The author of “Methland” Nick Redding uses his book
to convey the story of a young man named Roland Jarvis. He became addicted to Meth while working for a
meatpacking plant. “Jarvis considered Meth to be his job security” “It made
Jarvis into the ideal employee.” (Methland, 50) Although, at the time Jarvis
made good money and was receiving full union benefits from his company, he used
Meth to make it possible to take on double shifts and work for days on end to
try and save up money. (Methland, 50) Then things in small town Oelwein, Iowa
began to change when Jarvis’s small meatpacking plant was bought by Gillette
(Methland, 51) “Overnight, the union was dismantled, and the wages according to
Jarvis and Clay Hallberg, fell from $18 hour to $6.20.” (Methland, 51) Meth was now not only Jarvis’s addiction, he
began to dependent on it to supply for his family. This is just one of the many
stories of small towns in American that saw the introduction of Meth labs. The
story of Roland Jarvis mimics the story of so many of the characters in “Winters
Bone”.
After
reading Daniel Woodrell’s “Winter’s Bone” I still had some lingering questions
as to why the characters would embark on making meth when they know all too
well the negative effects of the life of a meth cooker. “Methland” showed me
that the characters of Daniel Woodrell’s novel depended on the manufacturing of
meth to keep their economy going when like the example of Roland Jarvis, their
towns offered them no other opportunities to provide for themselves. With all
the benefits that are promised from meth, it is understandable why some people
feel making meth is their only option to survival.
Of
course, for all the things that Methamphetamine promise, in my opinion the
negative effects far outweigh the positive. Meth has lasting negative effects
on the way a person looks, their local economy, and of course their overall
health. The cleanliness and safety of their home, the safety of their
environment, including, their drinking water, the ability to feel emotion, the
ability to care and provide for their families are all at risk once a person
becomes addicted to Meth, because, Meth becomes the only thing that matters.
“In our discussion of health risks, we
noted the potential for fires, explosions and toxic fumes in the manufacturing
of meth. Many meth cookers have inhaled
toxic fumes, incurred serious burns and some have been seriously injured or
killed as a result of meth-related explosions.
The injuries and deaths take their toll in human and financial costs to
those involved and their families…” (Dobbins)
These
aforementioned negative effects are show throughout “Winter’s Bone” in the
melted meth labs, dysfunctional families and scarred faces of Woodrells general
public. The costs of Meth usage to a community is almost impossible to
determine. “Meth users and cookers are also prone to heart
attacks, strokes, kidney damage, premature death, and overdose” (Dobbins) and
most of these do not have insurance; therefore, the cost of their care falls on
the taxpayers. Hospital bills are also incurred by addicts because of their
lack of fine motor skills, making addicts prone to accidents while doing task
such as driving. “The meth industry also takes a high cost on the
environment. Meth fires, explosions and
the dumping of waste products are threats to environmental conditions.”
(Dobbins) Illegal dumping of these waste products pollutes the environment while
seeping into the soil and effecting water and food supplies.
I am grateful for the glimpse into
the world of Methamphetamine use that Daniel Woodrell has given me. Having no
previous knowledge of Meth except for the fact that it is bad for you, it was
interesting to see Meth use and production from this point of you. It is easy
to see how for the people of Ree Dolly’s world Methamphetamine use and
production seems like their only option. However, one might wonder if they have
considered if the high that is gained or the money earned from producing
Methamphetamine is enough to justify all the negative effects.
Works
Cited:
1.
Nick , Reding. Methland: The Death and Life
of an American Small Town. <http://books.google.com/books.
2.
Homans, Charles. "Why Midwestern Small
Towns Have Been Ravaged by Meth Addiction." . N.p., n.d. Web. 24 Mar 2012.
<http://www.alternet.org
3.
Dobbins, Kenneth. "Costs of Meth." .
N.p., n.d. Web. 24 Mar 2012.
<http://www5.semo.edu/criminal/medfels/text_meth_cost.htm>.
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